Endings

I'm beginning to think of endings, again
The end of innocence
The end of religious belief
The end of two brothers, my only sister and my beloved father
The end of two marriages
The end of too many short term relationships,
and too few long term ones.
Worst of all, the end of faith and trust in all of them

Don't get me wrong...
I've had my moments,
It's just my years that have ground me down...
and now I'm looking at the end of those years, too...